i had to go clothes shopping, only one person could come with me, the person that arranged it wasn't comming & hadnt told the girl that was the time we were meeting. so here's how it went down:
i arrive at the bus stop at arround 11:50 (meeting at 12)
i wait for a while
at around 12:05 i get a message from the person coming asking when we meet
12:06: my phone dies completely
i spend the next 1/2 hour trying to reach her & tell her she doesn't have to come if she doesn't want to
at arround 12:50 i decide to pack it in & go clothes shopping
i go into P****** & buy some pants, forgetting the £40 my mum gave me (that should be in my pocket), i pay on my card
i decide to go to P******* but dont find anything there
i go to T**** and find a couple of pairs of pants that i like & that fit me
i fish arround remembering the £40 but can't find it
i spend the next 15 mins looking for said cash & turn to no avail
i try to pay on my card but my bank declines the transaction
i finaly give up & leave empty handed & feeling stupid
i lost 30p on the bus because i didnt have the right change
& to top it off i stink 'cause it was raining & i'd been sweating
what a lovely day :D
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thank god i know HTML
and boo to LiveJournal for making me use in-line CSS
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kath tagged moi & i thaught id do the IQ test wich mustnt be verry good

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Tests
1.
What is more diffi
Telling them
2. Think
Why were you angry
Because stupid people took the IT course that im in & im amazed they can use a computer. if they asked me (as a tecnitian) id tell them to take their comp back coz they're too stupid to own one.
3. You will die in three
Last call?
Jess & then the paramedics then the funaral arangers just to freak em out a bit
4. If you could
that i could give jess a hug & be with her
5. You can have one of the follo
Trust. (cant i have both?)
6. You are walki
Do you save the dog?
of course, who wouldnt? & if my boss didnt understand i'd throw him in the canal & see how he likes it.
7.
Would
Not blackmailer per-say, im too weak to do it.
8. Think
You have the chanc
Yea, coz i'd want him to say his last goodbyes to everyone.
9.
Are you the kind of frien
maybe, i can get in peoples personal space a bit.
10.
Does sex=
not realy though i like to think, in a perfect world, that sex would only hapen between two people who love each other
11.
Are you old fashi
why no guv'ner
12.
Would
are you trying to imply that love is based on sex? that's sick.
13.
What would
That I don't love them, though they're both hard to get out
14.
What do you think
Jess & my friends at a close second
15.
Roman
Yesterday ^-^
16.
If you had to go back in time and chang
I'd stop matt from lighting that barbeque
17. Imagi
It is a dark night
Iron Man!!! coz he don't care 'bout snappin necks
18.
Would
If they needed a lungfull of my breath i'd give it em but i dunno much about medicine. I suppose the proper answer people want is "eww no it's a tramp, i might catch something" but i'd weigh that option against them not breathing
19.
You are holdi
Can't i give the baby to my grandma? at a pinch id let my gran go, i wouldnt like it but id work on the logic taht i'm saving more years of life
20.
When and how was the last time you told someo
Quite a long time ago acctualy, i dont like inflicting my opinions on people. then again i do tell Jess how i'm realy feeling alot so im not sure.
If You had three
21.
Do you tell anyon
I'd tell my family close friends
22.
What do you do with your remai
Spend the rest of my days with Jess, take a lot of pictures, turn my DA into a memorial for me & make the best of what i have.
23.
Would
Of dying? yea. to be honest i'd be scared of just slipping away quietly. i want everyone to know when i kick the bucket.
I tag karen & whom ever else reads this
unemployed lazy bum of a student
2. What color are your socks?
Black
3. What are you listening to right now?
Californication by the red hot chillis but its just changed to the way i am by eminem
4. What was the last thing you ate.
a chicken legend burger & fries at mcdonalds
5. Can you drive a stick shift?
nope, i can't even drive a stick
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? i'd be orange coz its the pure form of ginger
7. Last person you were on the phone with?
Kath
8. Do you like the person that sent this to you?
She like's what i write therefor she is a friend
9. Favorite Drink?
a caffee tempo with vanilla 3 brown sugars and a shot of white chocolate (i shook for an hour after drinking it)
10. What is your favorite sport to watch?
hock, have you seen the fights? its like padded boxing on ice
11. Have you ever dyed your hair?
nope Ginger for life
12.Pets?
tigger a silver tabby
13. Favorite Food?
Somthing meaty
14. Last movie you watched?
dont mess with teh zohan
15. Favorite day of the year?
the weekend that the dogs come over, it realy makes me happy
16. What do you do to vent anger?
I Write Poems & get depressed
(not finished yet, the last is karen's that i coppied)
17. What was your favorite toy as a child?
one of them things you push down & it spins ^-^
18. What is your favorite? Fall or Spring?
Winter
19. Hugs or Kisses?
how bout a 1/2 way cuddle?
20. What kind of pie?
never been a fan of pie
21. Living arrangements?
live with parents coz im to lazy to move out
22. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday when i was talking to jess
23. What is on the floor of your closet?
random crap
24. Who is the friend you’ve had the longest that you are tagging?
uhhhmmm idk
25. The friend that you have known the shortest amount of time that you are tagging?
i'd tag karen but she tagged me D:
26. Favorite smell?
a fresh baked cake
27. What inspires you?
humanity being an asshole
28. What are you afraid of?
being stabbed & dieing
29. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers?
whatever you want i'll eat it
30. Favorite cat breed?
russian blue's & tabbys
31. Number of keys on your key ring?
2 house & house top lock
32. How many years at your current job?
ive been a good unemployed bum for most of my life
33. Favorite day of the week?
saturdays
34. How many places have you lived in?
quite a few when i was little
35. How many countries have you been to?
florida, tenerief, greace, ireland
36. What is your full name? Adam Sabastian B*******
37. When’s your birthday? 03/12/1991
38. Any siblings? a sister/demon
39. Kids? no thank you
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 (I couldn't find anyone, tbh i didn tlook far) people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. What are your nicknames?
Adam, Wuffy, Bourney, Dog, Dawg, Andrew & Our Adam
2. What do you do before bedtime?
Close my eyes, say night to Jess & wish i wer a dog
3. How late did you stay up last night and why?
the real question is how much sleep did i get? (3 hours)
4. What color of shirt are you wearing right now?
i wear not this shirt of which you speak
5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
my belly button says in
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
There not the same thing? o_O
7. Do you trust easily?
Hells no, u come near me & i'll think ur gonna stab me
8. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
Play the waiting game & make sure they're happy
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Humanity
10. Do you have a good body-image?
the old 'round is a good shape' argument for me
11. Is being tagged fun?
its about as fun as having a strangers hand on ur crotch, but it fills time
12. What websites do you visit daily?
LJ, Wordpress, DA, meebo, furaffinity, youtube, escapist
13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Jess, Freinds, & Animals (mostly canines)
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's one of the few humans i truely trust
15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
Mama - My Chemical romance
Handlebars - Flobots
OR
Tentative - System Of A Down
16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
Mah Huntin vest i luvs it
17. What's better: to give or to receive?
give of course, thats a trick question though if u dont wanna sound like a greedy bastard
18. What's the first thing you notice in people?
How Human They seem/act
19. What items could you not go without during the day?
MP3, comp & phone & this shitty body
20. What should you be doing right now?
sleepin but im 2 scared 2 o_O
It has recently come to my attention that no one reads this, and/or no one likes it enouh to comment. as such i can say what ever teh hell i want
I understand that all humans shud be treated as equal and therefore should be held as equaly responsible for destroying the world & murdering many of its true inhabitants
Humanity IS a virus & should be treated as such. Find a cure & use it, I find it rather fitting that the cure should be a main feature of the race:
Genocide
Murder
War
if it wer up to me, I'd be at the front line killing the humans in the name of nature
- Mood:
Depressed - Listening to: Oasis - Wonderwall
- Watching: Glowing convo boxes
The worst part is seeing my mum in tears, its really hard knowing that, since my dad's gone off on business, I have to be the one to keep everything upright
At the moment there's not a mood here to describe. I just feel so horrible, hollow & useless
she had worrying me about the ALAN (Advanced Literacy And Numeracy) tests. I didn't know that you needed to do the practice, before they'd already happened & the comps were apparently down anyway so they couldn't do it. So i couldn't have done them anyway. Then she started saying stuff like 'I'm worried because I think you'd have gone to it if your dad was here' & that I'm only missed it because she's a 'soft touch' which has obviously made me feel even worse about a possibly stupid event that i can't change anyway, so essentially she was just piling guilt on my shoulders that i didn't even need. So I moaned at one of my friends about it.
So after a while of arguing he finally persuaded me to talk to her about it...
so we talked for a little while & cried for a considerably longer time
I just wanna bring up at this time that a few months back my mum asked how I was feeling, to which i replied, stupidly, 'I'm feeling a little depressed' (because I have very strange random mood swings) & she said "ooh, don't say that, you hear all that stuff on the news about teenage suicides" and I was completely mortified.
So I brought that up as well & we cried some more & had a little chat about how ,as a teenager, I felt I was expected to be an emotionally cold shell that didn't even shed a tear for the sight of drowning puppies or another obscenity.
Don't you just hate being human sometimes?
There isn't enough physical contact in this world anyway, everyone is too molly-coddled, people shouldn't be scared of expressing physical 'love' (love being love of fellow life form)
I am glad that I've got people like that, Kath & Matt I thank you, I don't think this past year would have been survivable without both of you. Not that their efforts aren't under appreciated, the most praise I would love to express cannot even be seen by the two I am speaking of, they cannot read & they are completely unaware of how nice my life has been during the time of their presence. They have accepted me as one of their own and if i knew a suitable method of showing my appreciation, I would. They are two golden retrievers named Zack & Ziggy and whenever I am with them all the troubles of human existence seem to melt away, I often catch myself missing them or thinking about them probably more than I should. Even just typing this I am reminded of how much I miss them almost to tears.
Nope I'm not a typical teenager...
I wish we had no hands, no speech, that way we could only express ourself through the purest of senses.
Please leave comments, so i know I'm not just talking to myself
- Mood: Panic
- Listening to: my heart beat exedingly fast
- Reading: my words
- Watching: my hands shake
Note: copied from my DA account
well this has just been a test anyway

















